To Speak, to Stay Silent, to Speak Again by @EdenBaylee

By the time many of you read this post, the second and final US presidential debate will have aired. It’s highly unlikely the debate will sway the outcome of the election on November 3rd. Still, I anticipate it to be a spectacle. Don’t worry, this is not a political post. 

I’m only bringing it up in the context of the first debate, which occurred September 29th. 

Earlier that evening, I had signed up for a virtual lecture series put on by the Center for African American Poetry and Poetics, hosted by the University of Pittsburgh. That night’s talk was entitled “Looking for Language in the Ruins.” Among the speakers was JJJJJerome Ellis, an Afro-Caribbean composer, performer, and writer. 

                                                                                                                                                                                             Credit: Gema Galiana 

I wondered about his name. Why was it written as JJJJJerome? Was it a typo? It was only after he spoke that I knew why. It’s been decades since I’ve known someone with a stutter (or stammer as some call it). My friend, Simon, had a stutter all through grade school. It was a source of shame and agony for him. I was so relieved when he outgrew his stutter once he entered high school. 

Stuttering is considered a communication disorder, an impediment. Generally, people with a stutter seek to have it corrected. In listening to JJJJJerome speak however, I was fascinated by his choice of words, by his eloquence, and by how the other speakers gave him space to express himself. They shared in the silence when he searched for his words. And even though his speech was not fluid, his sentences were cohesive and his points well-thought out. He had our undivided attention. That was evident via the online comments section, where attendees heaped praise on JJJJJerome and the other two members. 

I tuned in to the US presidential debate shortly thereafter, which turned out to be a shouting match of interruptions, moderated by a journalist who was unable to control the situation. The rules of debate were ignored, an embarrassment, underscored by the fact that I had just witnessed articulate, passionate, and respectful communication with three people, one who had a stutter. 

The next day, I opened up Facebook and saw two things that reconnected me to the previous night’s events. As a writer, I’ll take this opportunity to invoke the “the rule of three,” which suggests we process information more easily if there is a pattern. As you will see, serendipity played a role as well.

The first item was the following meme, which is meant to be funny of course. 

In case you don’t know this man, it's Samuel L. Jackson, the award-winning actor famous for cursing with the word “Motherfuc*er.” What I didn’t know is that he is also a stutterer. 

The second item was a serious post that a friend sent me. It talked about another stutterer—Joe Biden, the candidate running for US president. The post was in response to the debate, to how the current president had used an abusive tone of voice, insults, and rapid-fire interruptions to scramble Biden’s ability to speak and make him appear weak and confused. 

If that was the aim, it didn't work. I had forgotten that Biden stuttered, even though he has discussed it publicly on many occasions. 

The past months, perhaps even longer, have seen angst-filled times for many of my American friends and family. As a Canadian, I have felt their pain as well. Our countries share a border, but the world is linked even if we don’t share borders. Covid has made that abundantly clear.

It’s time for a reset—a reconnection to our humanity and compassion. I can’t think of a better way to accomplish this than by listening to JJJJJerome Ellis in this podcast episode of This American Life. It’s entitled “Time Bandit.” 

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The podcaster, Sean Cole described it like this: 

“Jerome Ellis is a composer and musician. But this year, at an annual New Year's Day performance event, he got on stage with no instrument, or anything else, and broke a small rule in a monumental way.” 

Believe me when I say it will be the most inspirational 24 minutes of your day.  

I hope you find the time to listen and keep well,


Bill Kirton said…
Thanks for broadcasting this as widely as you have, Eden. I was lucky enough to get news of it privately from you and there's no doubt that it's inspirational. In fact, I don't have the words to express how much it moved me and made me challenge all sorts of perceptions I had/have. It goes way beyond its subject and counteracts the corruption of today's public dialogues, especially the political ones, with just its humanity. And the podcaster's juxtaposing of JJJJerome's speaking patterns with his music is astonishing.
Peter Leyland said…
Have just listened to this Eden and echo Bill’s words about how inspirational it is and how it challenges people’s perceptions. I have my own issues with communication being partly deaf and so writing/discussion is a great way for me to do so.There is so much in your post that we in the UK can relate to. I watched some of that debate between Trump and Biden broadcast here and was staggered. I’d better stop before I launch into political posturing but thanks for the recording.
Brian George said…
Very interesting and inspirational. I had a pal who stuttered quite badly yet managed to overcome it to become quite successful in his business life. As schoolboys we did what boys do, and cruelly took the micky out of him at times. He was known as D D Donald forever after, but we were very close buddies. Sadly he passed away a year ago, but his memory lives on in his own humour and determination.
I too am amazed that someone who is president of a country can be so crass and people still vote for him.
Sandra Horn said…
Thank you, Eden - I found this profoundly moving. What extraordianry courage.
Eden Baylee said…
Hi Bill, I am so happy you enjoyed the piece. Jerome's thoughts about his stutter definitely do challenge perceptions. To allow space for someone to speak is something we all need to do more often.

Sean Cole did a terrific job with the jazz music and Jerome's speech, agree!

Thanks for your comment :)
Eden Baylee said…
Hi Peter,

Hahaha, we wouldn't want any political posturing! Bill hates when I talk politics with him. Seriously though, there are problems with many world leaders, and I'm sure you know one yourself. ;)

I'm happy you found the podcast inspiring, and it's really great that you are a writer. Thanks for the comment,

Eden Baylee said…
Ha Brian - this line >>> I too am amazed that someone who is president of a country can be so crass and people still vote for him.

Good to hear your friend Donald lived a successful life, and sorry about his passing. :(

Be well,
Eden Baylee said…

Happy to know you found it moving. I've wept listening to it, more than once.


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