Linear vs Circular - Mari Biella
I recently read this very interesting post by Lauren Sapala, in which she argued – very convincingly, to
my mind – that writers, by pressuring themselves to achieve goals, can actually
hinder their progress. In the post, she made a very simple but, to me, quite
startling point, which in turn provoked one of those “lightbulb” moments, when
I thought, “Ah-ha! So that’s where
I’ve been going wrong all this time!” She says:
Our culture tends to think of time as linear. It moves forward in a straight line. So if you want to get anything done, you need to move forward in a straight line as well. And the most popular method used in our culture to conquer this straight line is to push ourselves. This push is commonly referred to as "drive" or "motivation".
Of course, very often writers have their own particular set
of motivations. They want to get their novel finished, and preferably by a
certain date. They plan to submit it to publishers, or upload it as an eBook,
by a given date. They put pressure on themselves to make x number of sales, or to garner a certain number of reviews, or any
number of other things.
And of course this is all reasonable enough. Cover design,
editing, publishing, selling – these are for the most part practical tasks, well
suited to a linear outlook. Yet it’s also a viewpoint that sometimes seeps
through into the purely creative side of our work. Writers might beat
themselves up if they fail to write x
number of words per day, or don’t write quite well enough, or have only a
nebulous idea of a certain plot point or a given character. It’s easy to be hard
on ourselves, to take on the role of both the quivering slave and the whip-cracking
slave driver. We should be doing more, better, quicker!
Row faster, slave! |
The goal-driven mentality is, of course, one that we’re all
familiar with, and often for very good reasons. The practical business of life,
whether it’s going to the supermarket, attending a job interview, or making the
dinner, can all be viewed as linear: you do x
in order to do y, hopefully with the
final projected outcome of z. In many
areas of life, that outlook makes absolute sense, which is perhaps why we’ve
come to see it as the correct one.
But is this goal-oriented, linear outlook really compatible
with creativity? When we attempt to measure our creative work against the
linear model, might we not actually be hindering our own progress?
Going around in circles is frowned upon in today’s world,
because how are you ever going to travel further down that straight line if
you’re just going round and round? Circular movement is aimless, repetitive,
and – crucially – it doesn’t have a clear goal in mind. We should be moving
forward, not wasting time – or so, at least, our cultural background suggests.
Circular movement is not necessarily like this... |
But creative writing – and creativity in general – are, it
seems to me, not particularly well-suited to the linear model. Instead, they are
often circular activities. Whether you’re working out the intricacies of a
character’s personality, or trying to decide whether this phrase or that image
actually does what you want it to do, or wondering whether a plot point is really
feasible, you’re often digging away at the same mental ground, sifting through
ideas and impressions that you’ve already examined, searching for that little
piece of gold that got lost amidst the mud and sand before. Trying to impose a
time limit on such activities is pointless, at least in my experience; they
take as long as they take.
Much of my creative work takes place in that relaxed,
contemplative state when I’m not actually writing anything, or indeed doing much at all. A non-creative person
might deride this state as idling or time wasting. It is neither. This is the period
when mental connections are forged, when imagery flowers, when seemingly disparate
ideas and elements begin to amass and form a new entity with its own
gravitational field, which in turn pulls in still more elements. This period
cannot be forced, or measured out in days, weeks, or months. Either it has its
own timescale – a timescale quite separate to that of linear, non-creative
output – or it is somehow timeless. Motivation, as such, doesn’t really come
into it. I often don’t have a particular goal in mind during this period.
Of course, we need some motivations – if we had none at all,
why would we even bother to write our stories down, let alone publish them? But
we should perhaps be wary of applying the goal-oriented outlook to the creative
process. Might it not be a little like applying the laws of flight to a fish?
What do people think?
Comments
I think both creativity and originality are like that. The more you try to be original, the less original you are - because you're reacting against, something others have already done.
So drift, dream, do and think of other things - and let the writing take care of itself. Until it comes to the editing, of course.
I am just starting to understand myself well enough to know when I need to push and when I need to back off and walk away.
It was my Dad who told me that you can't have an idea - you have to wait until one turns up. I didn't believe him, until experience taught me otherwise.
A great article!
Morelle