Rubbish or recycling? N M Browne



One of the many things I worry about these days is recycling. I do hate waste. I  buy more
second hand clothes and books ( but still buy new too) and  I laboriously separate my rubbish. It is galling to realise that even this small attempt at being a greener citizen may be a waste of time. I am writing this listening to a radio report on recycling which reveals the British ‘recycling’ is often just shipped off to some poorer country, circulating round the world wasting even more resources and dumped as rubbish. I fear the same thing happens to ideas.  Nonetheless, I hang on to the notion that recycling is a good thing so here is a recycled but subtly repurposed ideas from January 2013 published on an ‘An Awfully Big Blog Adventure.’  It is still true, in the irritating idiom of the day ‘Nothing has changed:’ it is up to you to decide if it is recirculating rubbish.
From the window of my study I can see the top of a horse chestnut tree. (Actually that’s a lie because to my shame I don’t know what type of tree it is, but I know that in writing it is always better to be specific.) I spend all together too much time looking at this tree and yet I never spot the moment when the last leaf falls, or the day when spring arrives and it is finally, gloriously verdant green again. 
 I mention the tree for two reasons: it marks the passage of time, and it is a great metaphor  for writing.
  First things first. As a kid I remember watching the film of the ‘Time Machine’ in which time was indicated by the changing fashions in the window of a shop, hems rising and lowering, styles evolving until eventually there is no shop at all. The tree for me is like that shop. I look out and it is bare and then one day I look up and realise it is in full leaf. And all the time I am at my desk, in my own private time machine putting words on a page. I live in this insulated world, outside of time, in the eternal present of story. It is always a shock to realise that I can be several seasons adrift, that my time and real time don’t always run together. 
 And then I get to the metaphor part. Just as I never notice the moment of transition from Spring to Summer, Autumn to Winter, I never notice the exact moment a fleeting thought becomes a plot idea, a name on a page becomes a real person, a bare branch of a story buds and thickens into full leaf and suddenly there it is fully formed on the page. I work on it every day, just as I look at the tree every day and yet the moment of transformation from one stage to another always passes me by.
 I don’t know what that means, if indeed it means anything, unless that maybe when we are working we don’t see the wood or the tree until suddenly we do and we are finally, gloriously done.


Comments

Griselda Heppel said…
I love the tree slipping between seasons unnoticed as a metaphor for how ideas turn into stories. I know exactly what you mean. I look back on things I've written and have no idea how the story and characters developed from the original kernel of an idea. Magic, I guess.
"...which reveals the British ‘recycling’ is often just shipped off to some poorer country, circulating round the world wasting even more resources and dumped as rubbish". Sadly so. The Malaysian media is up in arms about Tesco wrappers and M&S detritus dumped in Malaysia. Everyone needs to be more vigilant about easy solutions to this growing problem.
Umberto Tosi said…
I see an enormous feral mulberry tree - a fruitful habitat for birds and squirrels -- just outside my writing room window that keeps me in touch with the natural world in much the same way. Also, still better than recycling rubbish is to use less.

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