Antidotes to writing, by Ali Bacon
Not adding up |
Writers write, right? And for many of us there are so many
other things to do that writing fills all the available spare time that’s
going. But I recently got into an odd situation of doing too much writing or
applying too much of my headspace to a single writing project - and it wasn’t
working. The novel had ground to a halt and parts of it had been written and
rewritten to a point where I felt I was simply moving words around in the hope
that they would fall into place like one of those old sliding puzzles. Of course
there was no perfect solution but that didn’t stop me going round in
ever-decreasing circles. I decided to down tools. Since then I have meandered
back to some bits of writing but I’m a lot more aware of the importance of the
other things I do and it’s made me think about how and why they contribute to
my sanity.
Making and doing
Only a bit of unpicking! |
I used to joke I took up writing because I was no good at
knitting. But in fact that’s not true. I’m not a very ‘handy’ person, but I like knitting
and really enjoy the process of making something that doesn’t require too much
fiddling. In the winter knitting also keeps me warm and it makes me feel a lot
less guilty about watching TV! But why does it feel like a refreshing change from
writing? Well it’s practical, with a concrete result, and more crucially, it
comes with a set of instruction! I think
you get my drift. I’ve never been much of a plotter with novels, and although
I’m a lot more aware these days of ‘the rules’ of writing, for me a novel is a
journey of discovery. Well that’s fine, but sometimes it’s good to sit down,
follow the rules, and eventually you have the finished article. I don’t really
mind how long it takes, or if I have to unpick a few rows (I blame Poldark!) because
success (small caveat over patterns downloaded from t’internet!) is almost
guaranteed. How refreshing.
In similar vein, a year or so ago I tried my hand at
calligraphy, and for a few weeks I was blissfully content to practise up and
down strokes with a felt tip pen. The novelty of that part soon wore off but it
reminded me that writing was also about forming words and letters, that books
were originally physical artefacts, and the change of pace was definitely
therapeutic. Then we moved on to projects which were much more of a creative
test. We had to think about the remit, plan our response, visualise the outcome
and then do it. Yes, more like a novel, and demanding in a way I hadn’t
expected, but because the outcome was visual, it felt creative in a different
way.
I liked it, but there was a problem. I couldn’t actually
master the techniques. My results (see below!) never looked as good as I wanted them to. I
could see the finished item but I couldn’t produce it.
So I will never be a
calligrapher, but it’s good to have a creative project that’s not
writing-related. At the moment I have an on-going sewing project with some
remnants of curtain material. I’m no psychologist but I imagine that making
stuff uses different parts of the brain compared to translating the imagination into words.
A bit of singing and dancing
Calligraphy/dancing mash-up! |
All kinds of exercise are good, but most of them allow the
brain to keep working on other things – yes, while walking or cycling and (take it from me) even golfing, you can mull over that scene, that
character that plot twist. Which can be beneficial. But I discovered that there’s a huge benefit in having the brain entirely absorbed in something else. A while ago we decided to try ballroom dancing. We’ll never be on Strictly, but just remembering the sequence of steps in the foxtrot and managing to get it right definitely does not allow for other brain activity!
Music is a great mood-changer and singing in a choir is also about people coming together and creating something as a group, so I am always loath to miss my weekly outing to the Resound Community Choir.
On an impulse I
added a string to my musical bow by signing up to some informal music theory
classes. I do have some vestigial knowledge of quavers and crochets from
childhood piano lessons but I have really enjoyed finding out more about
chords, scales and intervals. Thinking about it, from Latin and Greek to the
basics of html I’ve always loved learning languages and I suppose musical notation
is a kind of language, better still, the kind of language with a strict internal logic. A bit like a knitting pattern!
Comments
Currently very near the beginning of my next novel, rocking the boulder to get it to slide easily down the hill. Really find it helpful to sit and crochet while thinking about the plot. Also find it very satisfying to complete a creative project, ie the crochet, when a novel is such a long haul.