Synchronicity - by Debbie Bennett
My writing roots are firmly embedded in
the sf/fantasy part of the garden. Though I read and write predominantly crime
and thriller stuff these days, I grew up on Robert Heinlein, cut my teeth on
John Wyndham and moved swiftly into fantasy once I was aware of its existence.
My university library had an amazing fiction selection and rooms full of
pretty-much every fantasy paperback ever published, including all the US
imports too. I was in heaven.
Towards the end of my first year at
university (Liverpool, 1982-1985, for those of you who like the details), I
happened – for some long-forgotten reason – to be late into tea one Sunday
afternoon. Back then, meals were provided in Halls, and Sunday “tea” consisted
of a piece of plastic ham, a piece of lettuce, half a tomato and a slice of
cucumber. And a cake for dessert. Yum. I wonder why I bothered rushing … But I
did. I was on my own and chose to sit on the same table as a guy I vaguely
recognised from my course.
And the universe split into two
alternate time streams. One where I didn’t strike up a conversation with Sean,
and one where I did. We were never boy and girlfriend, but we hung out together
and he introduced me to another world. Role-playing – both D&D and live,
wargames – all kinds of creative stuff which fed my imagination and started me
writing. And so many of my friends, boyfriends, the rest of my time at
university, my love for fantasy and reading and from that, my first steps into “proper”
writing (as opposed to teenage angsty ramblings) all stemmed from that moment
on a Sunday afternoon.
Sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like if
I’d not been late for tea that day. I'd have carried on not-quite fitting in, never feeling like I belonged anywhere. I'd never have spent my weekends at Peckforton Castle, acting out adventures and meeting a weird and wonderful group of people, I'd never have spent a couple of years dating a guy I met there and I'd probably never have seriously started writing. I'd certainly never have joined the British Fantasy Society or gone to Winchester Writing Festival (or Southampton as it was back then), which means I'd never have met another wonderful crowd of people, some of whom have been my closest friends for over 25 years now. I'd never have organised conventions, nor met some lovely authors. My whole life would just have been so different.
Strange how things can be so pivotal. If you wrote about it in fiction, it'd be way too unbelievable, wouldn't it? It's all cause and effect in fiction - things don't just happen without a reason.
Synchronicity because I’ve just done a
short article after a call on a facebook page for those who were into live
action role-playing at its birth in the early 80s. Double synchronicity (is
there such a thing?) as my daughter has a residential summer job in Liverpool
and will be staying in the same halls of Residence that I lived in 35 years
ago. And now I just feel old ...
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