The Joys of Being an Editor by Rosalie Warren
Another distraction - view from my window as I type |
When I’m not writing my own books or
not-very-successfully trying to promote them, my chief occupation is being an
editor, proofreader and appraiser of other people’s work, and I must admit I
love these things almost as much as I love doing my own writing. The processes
are very different, however, and seem to use entirely different bits of my
brain. It would be lovely to be able to do my own work in the mornings, for
example, and work on other people’s books in the afternoons. I know some
editors who do this, but for me it simply doesn’t work. It was the same with
lecturing and research, in the days when I did those things. In UK universities, lecturers are expected to fit their original research into the
gaps between all their various teaching commitments and administrative
functions. There are exceptions in a few places, I believe, and perhaps for
some who’ve achieved the dizzy heights of academic stardom, but on the whole it’s
a question of ‘Right, no lectures or meetings between nine and ten this morning
– quick, let’s have an original idea or knock off a paper.’ The trouble is,
most people’s brains, especially the creative aspects of them needed for
research and original writing, don’t work like that.
I’m not going to address the university problem here, though
it’s an enormous one and leads on to much else that needs to be thought about. Just
to say, though, that I fully accept that students need and deserve the very
best in teaching, perhaps even more so in these days when they incur such
enormous debts. I’m in no way trying to say that lecturers shouldn’t be giving
their very best to their students, and of course administration, as well as the
giving of lecturers, seminars and lab classes, is a very important part of
that. I’m just pointing out that it’s very difficult, if not impossible, to be
creative ‘to order’ – especially in the tiny gaps between setting exam
questions, marking papers, counselling a distressed student and planning next
year’s courses.
Of course, there are always the vacations! I think some
people still believe that university lecturers have the same holidays as the
students. Soaps like ‘The Archers’ on Radio 4 have been known to perpetuate
this myth. ‘It’s the summer…’ I remember one supposed lecturer saying, ‘so I’m
off to spend it in a cabin by a Canadian lake.’ Excuse me while I have a little
scream...
No, lecturers don’t get the summer vacations, not in the UK anyway*. Student vacations are
when lecturers try to catch up with their own research and attend conferences
to keep up with what everyone else is doing. (David Lodge fans please take note
– most conferences are not like the ones he describes!) Oh yes, and plan next
year’s courses and supervise PhD students, and the rest. I’m not saying it’s
not fun and I did enjoy my years as lecturer until life, family
responsibilities, commuting and mental health problems made all the juggling finally
become impossible.
My life now is much simpler and I’m very thankful for that.
But to get back to my initial point, I still experience this dislocation
between my two functions. In order to get properly into my own writing I have
to clear my desk first, and that means getting my editing out of the way. My
editing, however, is my main source of income, so it’s not a question of
reducing how much I do, or not until a few more people start buying my books!
It’s this old question of organising myself, of being able to switch roles, and of still having the energy,
once I’ve finished a chunk of editing, to get back into my own writing.
Would it be easier if my day job were gardening or painting
people’s walls? I suspect it might, but I’m getting a bit too old and creaky
for all of that.
One of the chief problems is the old one, familiar to many
writers, of turning off my internal editor as I write. Not just the picky one
that faffs around with apostrophes, hyphens and dashes, but the one that sits
over my left shoulder, looking on and telling me that every word I write is
crap. She’s there now, fretting away about this post. I’m trying to ignore her.
She never leaves; it’s just a question of blocking up my ears. I need her for
later drafts, but not for the early ones. I wished she’d get the message but I
suspect she never will.
To end on a more positive note, I want to say that I do love
my work as an editor (etc). I’ve just finished two particularly interesting
novels, each of which in its own way has broadened my horizons and filled me
with admiration, not only for the writers but for the characters they have
created. Truly inspirational (if you’re reading this, you know who you are).
Most of what I edit and appraise I find very interesting and I’m sure it all
helps to inspire my own work in one way or another.
I also, would you believe it after all this moaning, love
being a writer. And there’s something about not having enough time to do it
that’s good for the work. Like the way that writing on the back of an envelope takes away
the fear associated with a clean blank page. I can really associate with J.R.R.
Tolkien, who, I believe, wrote the first few words of ‘The Hobbit’ on the back
of an exam paper he was supposed to be marking. Which, I suppose, contradicts
what I was saying above. His creative brain was clearly awake in the middle of
the marking process. Ah well – a little bit of self-contradiction can go a very
long way. Maybe this afternoon, having finished my editing this morning, I’ll
find a scruffy bit of paper and get back to my own work in progress.
All the best
Ros
My Editing Website (as Dr Sheila Glasbey)
*I believe it’s different in the US, where at least some
lecturers get the summer months ‘off’ – but they don’t get paid for those
months.
Comments
And Bill, yes, would love to chat with you about all this. It's great to hear someone enthuse about creativity in teaching. I think in my field (cognitive science) the research end of the job was much more creative in nature than you have made it sound - perhaps it depends on the field. We wrote papers, of course, but what came before that, when we had the time, involved experimental work, programming and trying to come up with new explanations and theories. That tended to leave limited creative resources available for teaching, which is far from ideal, though some of my colleagues, I have to say , managed to do both and to do it very well. I agree that it is a privilege to work with young, interesting and intelligent young people and I still miss my students a lot!
Umberto - what is that terrifying black spider in your image? I speak as an arachnophobe.
Melissa, I'm sure there are connections with the left/right brain divide, though I think some recent studies cast doubt on whether it's as clear cut as that. But there is no doubt that our brains host a number of distinct identities and it's fascinating the way the brain models its various selves and identifies with or 'owns' different aspects of itself at different times.